What would you do if you thought you were in love with someone. Ok, maybe love is a strong word. What would you do if you met someone, and unlike anyone you had met ever before, you thought that you would marry that person. You actually had a conversation with someone and actually thought to yourself "wow, I'm going to marry that man"
And you never said a thing. What if you were so wrapped up in stupid pride and being reserved and being righteous that you never fought for it. Even though you wanted to so badly. Even though you think about it every.single.day. and the feeling is always there.
What if you wanted to pursue it, but your walls were built up so high and you were so terrified of rejection and perhaps admitting to yourself that it's a whim, an obsession and that the feelings aren't mutual.
Would you say something? Even if the time is gone.
My heart is stuck and my head hates it. Once you have had the best, there is nothing that will do- no one else. I am stuck.
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