Today is Monday
Today is the low after the high of the weekend
Sunday the roller coaster still sits at the top for a while
Today is just Monday
This is not a good place to be
Today I got angry at people in my head. Today, in my mind I planned to walk away from people. Give up on people.
But that was in my head. The momentary feelings of a low (the loneliness especially) is blown out of proportion. I now know exactly what a kid feels after a birthday party once the little friends have gone home, the presents are open and the cake is eaten... the high of the day over... so that even normal feels "low" But if I were a kid, I could tantrum and pout- but I am a sensible adult, so I will find some kind of project around the house or visit some kind of retail establishment and fill my empty cup with something... anything.
Today I got less angry with people in my head. Today I decided that I wouldn't walk away from anyone.
Forging ahead towards Tuesday.
